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The Main Heroines are Trying to Kill Me – Chapter 90: A Regrettable Choice

Chapter 90: A Regrettable Choice

A Regrettable Choice

Haaaa.

Upon noticing Frey, tears cascaded down her cheeks as she stared at him blankly. Only after scrunching her tear-ridden face was she able to collect herself.

S-So t-this is

Clana swiftly wiped the flowing tears with her hands as she tried to come up with excuses, but she couldnt conceive any words for the inexplicable situation she found herself in.

Huk.

Soon, her hands began trembling as if her body had a mind of its own.

Its nothing.

Clana couldnt focus on anything for the past few days due to unknown symptoms and a burning sensation developing in her heart. She weakly muttered as she plopped down onto the sofa.

Heung So that was the truth.

As the First Imperial Princess murmured as she stared at Clanas meek figure, Frey inquired with a disinterested expression.

So, what was it that you came to say? Im quite busy right now so Id appreciate it if youd quickly get this matter over with.

Im sorry, but it seems our conversation may be long.

The First Imperial Princess, who managed to respond to Frey in a leisurely manner, glanced at Clanas panicked figure before continuing.

Though it looks like its not me, but Clana, who has many things to talk about.

Hah Then it cant be helped.

Frey sighed in response to the First Imperial Princess words and instructed the girls to leave in front of him.

Take Lulu and go play in the room next door. Know that whoever fights wont get any food.

Freys tone was one that didnt seem to consider them as humans, yet the girls simply nodded with lifeless eyes.

Lulu, lets see each other later alright?

Haeugh y-yes

Frey gently smiled at Lulu who tailed the other girls out while donning a pale face. After watching the girls leave, Freys expression hardened as he questioned the First Imperial Princess.

Now, what were you trying to say?

Ah, thats right. Regarding the request for assistance from the Cloud Kingdom, youre aware of the secret meeting that took place at todays birthday party, correct?

Of course.

Well, I came to inform you of the meeting venue.

The First Imperial Princess explained her motives and stared at Clana who slowly raised her hand and flicked her fingers.

Ah, p-please wait a moment.

However, when nothing but a faint flicker of light materialised, Clana repeatedly flicked her fingers in embarrassment.

Chirp!

This is?

After numerous flicks, Clana managed to summon a canary which flew over to Frey and perched on his shoulder. Clana tried to maintain a calm expression as if she never struggled to summon the bird as she spoke.

T-that bird will lead you to the venue of the secret meeting.

Thats right. You simply have to follow the bird to the meeting. Now that Ive informed you of everything I had in mind, Ill be taking my leave.

Youre leaving already?

Frey asked with a puzzled expression as he watched the First Imperial Princess stand up to leave. The corners of her lips curled up from observing Clana.

Ah. There was another topic I wanted to discuss but it doesnt seem necessary anymore.

The First Imperial Princess then added one final comment with a wink.

Please continue to do as youve currently been doing so, Frey.

Huh? What do you me

Confused by what she said, Frey attempted to question her, but the First Imperial Princess left the room with a wave of her hand.

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A long silence ensued in the room in which only Frey and Clana remained.

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Have you been well?

No.

Frey tried to put on a calm expression and break the long silence by asking me how I was. I immediately responded negatively. Frey sighed and asked another question.

So, what did you want to talk to me about?

First, Id like an explanation for the girls who left earlier.

When Frey calmly asked me what business I had with him, I demanded an explanation for the previous spectacle. Frey responded to my inquiry brazenly.

Isnt it obvious? Theyre my slaves.

S-Slaves?

Hearing his shameless response, I began to question him coldly.

Theres going to be a meeting regarding the slave market soon, yet here you are, treating girls our age worse than slaves.

And? What about it? Are you going to try to kill me or something?

As soon as I heard Freys sarcastic remark, I felt a burning sensation in my chest. This had become a common occurrence in the past few days every time I thought of his voice.

I-Its starting again.

My hand hidden beneath the table began trembling again. No matter what methods I used to stop the trembling, it just wouldnt stop.

Its just a joke. Why are you overreacting?

Im not in the mood for jokes.

Frey seemed to be teasing me so I raised my voice to retort.

You! What did you to m-

Oh right. I have a gift for you.

However, he interjected and handed me a box as my words remained stuck in my throat and vanished.

Take it. Its a gift of reconciliation.

Haeugh

Clana?

Frey called my name, but I was trapped in thought with my head down.

Im sure of it Frey did something to me.

For the past few days, Ive been unable to rid my mind of thoughts of him.

Not only that, my chest would become warm and my hand would start trembling with even the smallest thought of his face or voice.

At first, I suspected I might have fallen in love with him but Ive concluded that itd be impossible.

I hated him enough to want to murder him, so theres no way Id suddenly like him in the span of a single night.

Only one reasonable answer remained.

Frey mustve done something to me out of spite.

Just now he asked me Are you going to try to kill me or something? Yeah, he must have

Did he perhaps find out about my plan to kill him and prevent such an outcome from borrowing the Demon Kings power to take revenge on me?

No, even if he didnt find out about that plan, he had many reasons to make me suffer.

He was a guy who said hed play with me before leaving me behind at the previous ball.

I wont open the box.

I replied coldly after arriving at such a conclusion.

What?

Did you think I wouldnt know? That box definitely contains something that would strengthen the curse you placed on me. Am I wrong?

Freys face became puzzled as he listened to me.

If that wasnt the case, you wouldnt have a reason to give me a gift. Come on. Say something.

I told you. I want to reconcile with you.

I felt anger surging up.

I hated the Frey who was trying to give me a gift that was obviously clad in dark mana and I desperately wanted to kill him.

Yet, my heart kept racing and my hands continued trembling.

Its as if my mind was telling me to despise him, but I couldnt find it in my heart to do so.

I got this present after requesting assistance from Kania so it would obviously contain some lingering traces of dark mana. Youre making a big deal out of nothing.

Dont lie. Did you think I wouldnt know you did something to me?

Frey continued to maintain a brazen expression on his face. I spoke as I held out my trembling hand.

My hand trembles whenever I see you no, just thinking about you is enough to make it like this. Why is it like this?

Ah

Frey seemed momentarily flustered and something snapped within me in that instant.

Take that gift back. I dont need anything like that from the likes of you.

Can I take that as a refusal to make up with me then?

Frey shrugged his shoulders after questioning me. He then continued to speak to me.

I thought I would be able to make up with you.

Thats not happening.

I stood up with a deep frown and expressed my feelings.

I really despise you, Frey.

Is that so? But I like you.

Stop with your bull**.

I really do.

Frey continued with a composed demeanour.

Im not sure why your hand trembles and I can assure you that its not my doing.

How long are you going to keep up this facade

As I was about to erupt in rage, a sudden thought crossed my mind. I began to reflect on the situation I was currently in.

Surely, somethings off.

His flustered expression is suspicious. Its not the usual shameless face he wore when he gets caught doing something bad, nor was it his usual cruel face. It seemed that he was genuinely flustered.

Most importantly, I couldnt sense any evil intent behind it.

If his expressions until he took out the present were his usual shameless ones when performing an evil deed, the expression just now was one that seemed indicative of his worry for me, just like that time.

Wait, like that time?

My racing thoughts came to a stop as a word crossed my mind.

What is that time? Has there been an occasion in which Frey worried for me? No, there shouldnt be any reason

Anyways, youre saying you dont want this gift, right? Then, just leave.

Until the very end youre really not going to tell me what youve done to me?

Like I said, I didnt do anything.

I stared at him in bewilderment as he pointed towards the door with an exhausted look. I wanted to protest but I hurriedly moved to leave when I felt my hand begin to tremble.

Are you really not going to take this?

Right as I grabbed the doorknob, I heard Freys voice and my hand began trembling again.

I-I dont want a gift from someone like you.

In order to hide my trembling, I replied sharply and hurriedly left the room.

Nice, did you ruin your relationship with Frey?

Heuagh?

As soon as I exited the room, a person whose face was covered by a bridal veil grabbed onto me and whispered.

I turned around in surprise and recognized the face behind the veil.

Roswyn?

Judging from your expression, it seems like you successfully ended your relationship with him.

Roswyn winked and continued whispering.

Then, lets begin the operation right away.

Right now?

Of course we have to do it now. Heartbroken men fall easily to temptation.

With that, Roswyn started heading towards Freys room with a radiant smile on her face.

W-Wait!

Hm? Whats wrong?

I suddenly stopped her when I saw her walking.

Why am I acting like this?

N-no, its nothing no, wait. So

Huhu, dont worry.

Noticing my indecisiveness, Roswyn lifted the corners of her lips and reassured me.

Ill perfectly erase Frey from your life.

Roswyn opened the door and naturally entered Freys room.

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Eugh

Watching the door close with a thud, Clana started to nervously linger near the door.

Why am I acting like this Just why

She tried meditating with closed eyes, took deep breaths, and even bit her nails, but her anxiety persisted.

Eugh!

Unable to get rid herself of her anxiety, Clana began walking elsewhere.

Its for Roswyns safety Just in case Frey crosses the line.

Clana arrived at Freys veranda and began resonating with the canary that previously perched on his shoulder.

She had never shown Frey her ability to summon the canary before. She had first summoned the bird back in the past when she was lonely and wanted someone to converse with.

Convincing herself that she wouldnt get caught, Clana connected her senses with the canary and began observing what was occurring in the room.

Frey, why do you look like youre about to break down and cry?

Just something unfortunate happened.

A slight frown emerged on Clanas face as she watched Roswyn ask while stroking Freys shoulder.

Did you perhaps get dumped by Clana?

No its not that. I was just trying to make up with her

Is this the gift you tried to give her to reconcile with her?

Roswyn tilted her head in puzzlement as Frey spoke with a sullen expression.

Roswyn, would you like to have it instead?

Id be glad to. Im happy to receive any gifts.

Even if you have to date me if you receive that gift?

As Roswyn was talking about gifts with sparkling eyes, Frey grinned and looked at her.

So? Do you still want it?

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Its a joke. Ill get you a better gift the next time I visit the Intelligence Guild so

Ill take it.

What?

Frey shook the box in front of Roswyn before sullenly trying to put it away. He became flustered however, when she snatched the box from his grasp.

W-Wait. Why are you taking the gift?

Heung The gift wrap is quite luxurious. It must have been difficult to acquire.

After interrupting the dumbfounded Frey to compliment the gift wrap, Roswyn scanned their vicinity awkwardly.

T-That gift wrap is

Clana murmured with a pale face as soon she watched Roswyn snatch the box.

That could be dangerous!

Clana clearly felt dark mana emanating from the box. Roswyn would be in danger if she unwrapped the gift.

I-If you open that

Clana hurriedly tried to take control of the canary as the thought of Roswyn being in danger emerged in her mind. Unfortunately, she could only turn away with a pale face when solar mana refused to materialize in her trembling hand.

Oh my, whats this?

Uh Its

Clana bit her fingernails in anxiety as she was about to barge into the room. She unknowingly but down violently as she watched Roswyn reach into the box.

This Did you prepare this for Clana?

No, just it was on display in front of the flower shop and how are you able to touch

Are you lying in front of me? How adorable.

What came out of the gift box was not a clump of dark mana, a spell scroll, nor a cursed necklace.

Just from the fact its a Canaria flower and a yellow one at that, its obvious you purchased this specifically for Clana.

It merely contained a yellow Canaria flower.

Huh?

Clana watched them through the canarys eyes and muttered in a trembling voice.

That, that cant be?

This was the moment Clana felt something was amiss.

Chapter end

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Catalogue
Chapter 0: Prologue - Like that, I Got Fucked
Chapter 1: This Fucking World
Chapter 2: Entering the Academy
Chapter 3: Freshmen Welcome Party
Chapter 4: Sleeping with the Enemy
Chapter 5: The Clue
Chapter 6: Field Practice
Chapter 7: Talking Face-to-Face
Chapter 8: Main Quest
Chapter 9: Back Alley
Chapter 10: The Hero's Advent
Chapter 11: A Variable Shows Up
Chapter 12: The Auction
Chapter 13: The Secret Battle
Chapter 14: Alliance, and
Chapter 15: A Lucky Day
Chapter 16: A Space In The Subconsciousness
Chapter 17: Mixed Feelings
Chapter 17.5: The Hero and the Main Heroines
Chapter 18: Starting The Quest
Chapter 19: A Perfect Crime
Chapter 20: Right-Hand Man
Chapter 21: Healing
Chapter 22: Caught...?
Chapter 23: The Threat
Chapter 24: Being a Hero Is Hard
Chapter 25: Memories
Chapter 26: An Accident
Chapter 27: The Demonic Hideout
Chapter 28: Hardships And Adversities
Chapter 29: The Desperate Struggle
Chapter 30: Extinguishing Stars and Shining Moon
Chapter 31: The Apple Never Falls Too Far From The Tree
Chapter 32: Prelude
Chapter 33: The Meeting
Chapter 34: Appearance
Chapter 35: A Friend
Chapter 36: Bombshell
Chapter 37: Discussions
Chapter 38: The Moon Shining Upon The Stars
Chapter 39: Raid On The Commoner’s Dormitory (1)
Chapter 40: Raid On The Commoner’s Dormitory (2)
Chapter 41: The Conclusions Of The Case
Chapter 42: Memories of the Hero and the Mage
Chapter 42.5: The Hero and the Main Heroines (2)
Chapter 43: Similar, Yet Different
Chapter 44: Waking Up From the Slumber
Chapter 45: Update
Chapter 46: As Planned
Chapter 47: The First Ordeal
Chapter 48: The False Evil
Chapter 49: The Second Quest
Chapter 50: The Dumb Saintess
Chapter 51: The Underground Labyrinth
Chapter 52: Explosive Situation
Chapter 53: Transformation
Chapter 54: The Truth and Delusion
Chapter 55: Traces
Chapter 56: What I Wished Wouldn’t Happen
Chapter 57: Awakening
Chapter 58: A Puppy's Love
Chapter 59: A Special Exam
Chapter 60: Always Watch Your Mouth
Chapter 61: Creating Variables
Chapter 62: An Incredible Misunderstanding
Chapter 63: Unprecedented
Chapter 64: The Moonlight on the Stars
Chapter 65: Secret Meeting
Chapter 66: The Dark Side of the Moon
Chapter 67: Lack of Affection
Chapter 68: The Rat
Chapter 69: Diary
Chapter 70: Remember
Chapter 71: The Second Ordeal
Chapter 72: The Bad Ending
Chapter 73: The Beginning of Hell
Chapter 74: An Unfulfilled Promise
Chapter 75: The Moon to the Stars
Chapter 76: The Fading Sun
Chapter 77: Sunrise Primrose
Chapter 78: End Of The Ordeal
Chapter 79: Cleaning up
Chapter 80: The Letter
Chapter 81: Sunset
Chapter 82: The Conspiracy
Chapter 83: Infiltration
Chapter 84: Stockholm Syndrome
Chapter 85: An Invitation
Chapter 86: The Moon's Gift
Chapter 87: The Promise
Chapter 88: The Cat’s Hidden Thoughts
Chapter 89: Birthday Party
Chapter 90: A Regrettable Choice
Chapter 91: The Stolen Flower
Chapter 92: Cleaning Up Trash
Chapter 93: The Disciple
Chapter 94: Surrender
Chapter 95: Sentence
Chapter 96: Pandemonium
Chapter 97: The Sun And Stars’ Past
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